Purging

There is not a single day gone by that i don't think of you.
Each video i see online, wished to send you the link.
All the movies i feel like watching, suddenly the idea of watching alone turns dull.
My heart is heavy. Breathing is difficult.
It is tough. This is tough.
When my mind is occupied, things are much easier.
But when all fall back to silence. .

This is necessary. I know it is.
The process is not gonna be smooth. Expected.
But i need it. I need.

Reset

Stopped being different.

Ceased making changes. 

No longer impacting. 

A fading presence.

Lost most of the goods once shined.

No longer recognise.

Who am i? 

How was i? 

What have i become?

Searching for the reset button. 

Autumn [2]

To NewMe. This is the original untouched. What do you think?

December 12th, 2011.

December 12th, 2011.

Words

I am exhausted. With words.
To explain. To clarify. To justify.
Why can't i simply be.

Perhaps i am worth not trust.
Or do i even trust myself. I began to doubt.

In many ways. I am exhausted.
So please, if You may, fill my cup.

Autumn

Personal favorite of an autumn shot. Kyoto.

Time

The very essence of which

Men attempts to steer

Over the ages, but to no avail. 

Even the most beautiful thing

May pierce through your heart 

Or holds you breathless 

If it ever unfolds in the perfectly 

Wrong timing.