Confusion

How do you look for something of which you yourself do not know of?
Not only do you not know where to look for it,
you don't even know what you're looking for.
But the emptiness within,
the aftermath confusion,
the raging storm surrounds,
you just know something is missing.
Sometimes it feels like a disease.
Robbing your vitality with you knowing,
but incapable of stopping it.
You turn to familiar faces for help.
But the familiar faces ain't so familiar with you after all.
Their ignorance and disconnection grieves you even more.
You're sinking faster then you think.
You need the missing link to survive.
Just, what is the missing link?
I need a signal fire.