V.a.l.e.n.t.i.n.e.

I have no idea whether you read my blog or not, but still, this post is addressed to you.

I've told you before, but in case you've forgotten; i've never celebrate Valentine's Day on that day itself. My previous experiences with that day was...not really beautiful. So this year's VDay, was my first ever, real celebration. And i'm glad i got to spend it with you. It was really beautiful. And a memorable one, not just because it's the first, but because it's beautiful. You were beautiful on that night.
I didn't reply your earlier letter to me, voicing out your disappointment on our 'Anniversary'. Guess i owe you a respond. To me, the real anniversary is on VDay itself. Because it was on that day 2 years ago, that i really confessed to you my wish. And the day i promised you things. And i have not forgotten them. So that's why i didn't plan anything for the 10th. Because it wasn't the day that bears the significance.
Your commitment in this relationship is overwhelming. I'm truly blessed by every single moment we spent together; be it laughters or frustration, even annoyance. It has been great. And about being able to walk on, i surely hope we can. But i can't lie to you. I can't deny the confusion and doubts i have in within me. Don't worry, it's not about you. I've never doubted you. I just need...well, i don't know what i'm searching for either.

The only thing i can tell you, for now, for sure, is that my feelings for you; they're definitely real.